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stolen soul

My heart is jaded
Completely desolate inside
No longer feel alive

Depleted by negativity
Drained of all emotion
Impalpable to society
Always feeling like there is no place here for me

Now an isolated figure
so far away
Time has broken me
And plagued my memory

Detached from myself
Walking empty and alone
Soulless victim
Angel of misery



gugurnya tugu ilusi

Terhimpit pilu di dada,
Mengalir deras air mata,
Kala sepi terus melanda,
Sayu, pilu ku terasa...

Sewaktu dingin malam berlalu,
Bintang menjadi tempat mengadu,
Persoalan membelengu diri,
Duka menghiris hati ini.

Apakah memang ku bersalah?
Untuk memendam rasa cinta?
Adakah benar cinta yang ku alami?
Atau hanya sekadar ilusi?

Pabila ku hampir terlena,
Pelukan bayangmu yang ku rasa,
Alunan suaramu membisik sayu di telinga,
Lakaran wajahmu menghiasi mimpi indah...

Akan ku musnahkan tugu harapan,
Akan ku anggap kau sebagai teman,
Sekiranya kita berdua,
Tidak ditakdirkan bersama...



unanswered?

What has my lyfe morphed into?
I've been hurt,
Wounded ever so deeply.
But does anyone care?
You, you, or even you?
No, everybody's juz busy wit their lyfes.
Carin' for their own happiness,
Oblivious to the surrounding.
The fake, "I care for u!" phrase,
I'm tired of it all.
Just let me weep & cry in silence.
Let my heart bleed.
Coz it doesn't matter to u,
No it doesn't.
U dun even wonder y.
Do u?

Shattered,
Broken,
Hurt,
Tired,
Wounded,
Bruised,
Unanswered?

Wearin' a fake smile,
I enclosed the sadness in me..
I create lame jokes,
To liven up the joyness within me.
But does it really lasts long?
Am I that strong?
To hide how hurt I am?
Am I?

Leave me alone.
For all that matters now,
Im gonna be like u-
Ignorant to everytin'
It's no use to pretend that u care,
I'm dead.
Every hour & minute,
Is my death...



hanya untuk mu...

Tatkala bintang menemani bumi,
Memori dahulu ku kupas kembali.
Rindu pun bertandang,
Kemasyghulan menyelimuti hati...

Berbaring pada ambin kebingungan,
Aku menyelak tabir kenangan,
Mencari penamat beribu soalan...
"Mengapa? Mengapa? Aku gugup.

Seringkali bayangan mu diingati,
Kesyahduan menenggelami jiwa.
Aku dambakan belaian mu,
Tangan yang mengusap lembut dahiku...

Namun, semuanya telah ditelan waktu.
13 tahun sudah pun berlalu.
Kau telah lama pergi dan tidak mungkin kan kembali.
Aku mengerti, kau yang lebih disayangi...

Ayah, mungkinkah dikau sedang sentiasa
mendoakan puterimu ini?
Melihatku mengorak langkah ke alam dewasa...
Dari jendela istana abadimu disana?

Hanya dapat ku titip doa,
Diiringi jernih air mataku...
Semoga Tuhan menempatkanmu di tempat
orang-orang yang beriman.
Semoga jua Tuhan mencucuri rahmat keatas rohmu...
Amin.

prinsessa

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Wednesday, February 16, 2005

Woitz! I'm back! It's been so 'long' since I wrote an entry.. Busy lah.. watever it is, here, let me recapitulate back wat had happened these past few busy daes okies-dokes!

Sat 12/Feb/2oo4- Heya! Whaddya noe? Tis is one of the most memorable dae ever. Nurul Kidney, Jannah Heart, Lydia Liver & me (Syahida Lung, Lana Lang's sister :P) decided to go to Youth Park for Perfect 10's first ever movie screenin'! Tis is in conjunction wit 'V' dae & best of all, the admission is F-R-E-E! Hey, hey, hey.. U noe wat FREE tins means rite? Yeah shutever. We met at City Hall at 4:30p.m plus altho the decided tyme was 4:00p.m.. poor Jannah, have to wait for both Kidney & Lung. Sorrie dear Jannah Heart.. Oh ya, Liver was out bbquing wit her family, so she aren't able to cum.

Inside the train, we were so engrossed gossipin' & sympathisin' on tis actually bald guy who perhaps is wearin' a wig. Watever Syahida. Poor guy.. probably he is havin' sum kind of disease.. Yakity yak, blah, blah... Unknown, oblivious, "heckin' the care", attitude of pathetic fools lyke us leads us to Toa Payoh station instead of Somerset, where we r supposed to alight. (Tu lah, Kpo sgt kan! Kan dah terlajak!)

We were four stations away frm Somerset! OMG! However, there at Toa Payoh, we cud still pose 2 take pics!

At last, Somerset... We went to Cineleisure's to have our very late lunch since all 3 of us have not eaten.. I decided on Long John's but the two apes wanted BK really bad. Wats so nice 'bout BK? Expensive, few varieties, few sumptuous, finger-lickin' meals.. EEEww.. I won't deny, the cheese fingers are great, so are the pie, as well as the nuggets. & chick'n watever they call tat. I went to Long John's on my own & purchased Combo Meal 1 wit a take-away order. (Poor me.) Sneaked in BK, & off I went eatin' lyke a thief, tryin' to hide the Long John's food every now & den wen BK's staffs are around. Well, at least I got to eat my chosen food. Makes me full. *Sblurp!* Sorie BK 4 bringin' other FF outlet's food in.. It's not my fault.. After my two dearies finished consumin' their delicacies.. (chey..) we headed to HMV & later, outside Cineleisure to have a breath of cigar-contaminated air & it's all thankies to Nurul..

The short me & Jannah... Boo hoo hoo! I'm short! Can u help me pull my legs? Or, pull my head! Juz help to extend me!

The short me again & Nurul.. Actually, there are more photos. But I'll show u these. More? I'll probably put it up nxt tyme.. No worries.

After Nurul had managed to so-call have a puff of healthiness, we went to Cheers to buy sum titbits & water.

Nurul chosin' sum sweets here.. Whilst Jannah took the pic & me, stand on guard.. Cheers are damn crowded.. Oh, I met Sufiah, my Sec skewl fren too wit her stead..

Lemon tea belongs to Leman Jus, Apple Tea belongs to Ahmad Maj & Raspberry belongs to Rog Muthusamy Pill... The sweets are for sharin' purposes..

Off to Youth park now! On the wae there, I became a part-time photographer, Jannah the director & Nurul? Hmm.. she is the LS (Loudspeaker).. sorie.. jokin'. Hare are sum pics the professional photographer took!


Tis pic was really hard to take. There's tis weird Indian man walkin' to & fro, decidin' which way to go, blockin' my perfect view to take a pic. Oh ya, tis pic was actually a command frm the director, Jannah maj.. Nice car, nice color.. rite?

Yeah! Youth Park juz across! Can't wait 2 get there!

At last, Youth Park- Show starts at 7p.m so, we chose a spot at the back.. WOW! It was packed, many loving couples & frenz! Many stooopz balloons hanging around, irritate us. I msged my lil sis, told her tat I'm at youth Park wit my NYP frens, so dun worry coz I'm gonna get home late.. Mum called & guess wat? She allowed! She dint even state wat tyme I shud be home... Yippy!

The games organised by P10 was great.. The audiences was shameless yet sporting! COOL.. Oh, Lancome was the sponsor..
1st prize- 1k.. 2nd prize- 5oo bucks & 3rd 300 bucks..
If only I won... (Dream on..)

Our drinks & 'food' were ransacked! OH NO! hahaha.. as if.. Look how messy our place is wen we r too focused on the show.. The apes dun even bother bout their H/P!

Nurul & me, still during broad 'afternoon' light, hearin' nonsensical jokes frm the DJs.. The games started at nite, & the movie- 50 1st Dates were shown soon after it.
Lydia came during the movie were shown... Surprising!

The movie ended at 9 plus.. I tin'.. Since Nurul brought her digicam along, we decided to pose at sum places to take pics.. Here is part of it!

Lydia, Nurul & Jannah.. Tis was the 1st location tat we took.. Since there was many peepz around, we shifted to another place to peacefully take pics & POSE.. Nurul accidentally left her H/P again! Careless..

3 gurls on stairs- Nurul Rog, Jannah Maj & Syahida CUTE.. :P Models In Action. (M.I.A)


Lydia in orange.. Watever is Jannah lookin' at? Probably countin' how many stars are there in the sky.. Hmm, I wonder..


EeeeeW... Look at my facial expression! The gurl beside me is a Psycho! H-E-L-P! Jiu Ming ah! Chi Ko Pek!


Oh No!
We juz spotted a ghost! Mummy! Help me! I'm scared.. Watever.. We r in actual fact, posin'.. Stoopz pose.

After minutes of endless laughter, posings, lameness & watever, we decided to go back home. I was perspiring lyke mad! Healthy wat... Tat's y.

Hey, I'll pose wast happened in the followin' daes in a new entry! Tis Jannah Jennot cant wait to read tis entry lah! (Leceh je..)

with love, syahida at 2/16/2005 10:38:00 PM

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